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howtoactfereldan) wrote2017-10-23 10:14 pm
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You'll have to make a decision quickly. Either don't come home and meet me in Halamshiral, or come home and have a day or two before turning for Orlais. They've called an Exalted Council. Josephine, Lavellan, and I must speak for the Inquisition in front of Orlais, Ferelden, and Divine Victoria. Two of those parties appear to be hostile to our continued existence. I will leave it to you to contemplate which two.
Be safe, Alistair, and go with my love.
Cullen doesn't bother signing it.
The library is silent. No one is in the rotunda -- Solas's rotunda, he thinks, even after all this time. There are always people in the yard, but many fewer than before.
(It's downright lonely, when Alistair travels. Cullen will never complain to him. Not after the last few years.)
Be safe, Alistair, and go with my love.
Cullen doesn't bother signing it.
The library is silent. No one is in the rotunda -- Solas's rotunda, he thinks, even after all this time. There are always people in the yard, but many fewer than before.
(It's downright lonely, when Alistair travels. Cullen will never complain to him. Not after the last few years.)
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He shoves a hand through his hair, turns away from Alistair, and picks up his boots. He doesn't bother putting them on before going to the door. It's not Charter on the other side -- it's Fletcher, and there's a hard gleam in her eyes.
"She lives?" he asks her, low and urgent.
No louder: "Yes, Commander. Qunari threat's ended as well. They've got more for you downstairs."
Cullen leans against the door frame and starts pulling on his boots. He chances a look at Alistair -- and there: something that's not quite a smile, but could lead to one, given enough time to grow.
"Be ready, Theirin." Softly, as he straightens. "Don't forget Geoffrey."
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She's alive. That doesn't mean they're wholly in the clear, but -- the worst probably won't come to pass. Alistair's gone a little weak-kneed with relief.
"We'll be here."
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(For her part, Vivienne doesn't shoo Sera away, even though Cullen's seen enough healers at work to know Sera's hovering is a distraction at best. Thank the Maker for the focus of the Knight-Enchanters.)
Leliana looks up from where she's huddled with Dorian and Bull, and nods; the Divine's miter is on a side table, and just that simple shift makes her more Sister Nightingale than Divine Stabbity. He knows that nod: there's news, but no emergency.
Cullen waits until Dorian slips next to him -- Leliana and Bull continue talking, likely about the Qunari's response or something like that -- to say, softly, She'll live?
Dorian looks profoundly ruffled. The points of his mustache are fraying, could use more wax. It's not a productive thing to tell him, Cullen figures. Fasta vass, it was close. She stumbled back through that last eluvian after ten minutes, having lost the Mark somewhere along the way. Before Cullen can ask for more detail, Dorian continues. Along with the rest of her forearm. Just before she lost consciousness, she told us -- Solas. It was Solas.
What?
It gets better, Dorian says, hushing his voice even further. The drop in volume doesn't do anything to disguise the acid in his tone, nor the faint horror underlying it. He's the original elven trickster, you see. The one they called Fen'Harel. The Dread Wolf. The one who built the Fade -- and the one who plans to tear it down and restore the old elven empire of Arlathan.
Cullen stares at Dorian.
Dorian's gaze slides to Bull, just for a moment. The Qunari were after Solas the whole time -- and the Inquisition, for aiding him. You see? He folds his arms -- as though to hold warmth in, not project stoic ire out. That's... nearly all we could get from her, after. We'd just fought a small horde, you see, including a Qunari saarebas who'd taken too much lyrium and fought far better than Corypheus himself. The best I could do... He presses his lips together. Well. She returned alive. I expect I shan't find lizards in my bed, at the very least. Vivienne's much better at this sort of thing. Who knows? Sera might exempt her from lizards for at least
the next month.
Alistair and I said vows, Cullen finds himself saying after a long moment, and he found a bottle of brandy afterward, and if I'd been thinking at all I'd have brought it down.
No one is perfect, my dear Commander. At least there's a touch of insouciance back in Dorian's manner. But find me before I depart. We'll drink to your vows -- as long as you buy.
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He gathers their things. Tidies the house. Ducks into the kitchen to grab some provisions. (One of those is a small jar of jam; creature comforts won't hurt if things angle toward the 'worse' side.) Not much to do but wait once all that's done: Alistair goes onto the balcony, rests his elbows on the rail, and watches the sunlight spread over the horizon.
The stables aren't too far. Three minutes at a sprint with a heavy pack, he figures. Alistair closes his eyes, mentally plotting a course in his head.
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It's all right, Josephine. Lavellan sounds beyond exhausted. Vivienne tsks under her breath; Sera mutters it bleeding well isn't under hers. Get started. I'll join as soon as I'm able. Vivienne will ensure I'm put together enough for Duke Cyril and Arl Teagan.
Do you mean your toilette, my dear, or ensuring you won't bleed out all over the carpets? Vivienne inquires. Cullen can't help but snort at that. Dorian's mustache twitches.
Both. Lavellan waits for Vivienne to lower her hands before grabbing Sera's hand, and squeezing. (Cullen has to look away for a moment.) Bull? Dorian? Can one of you fetch that rotten uniform one last time?
Sure, boss, Bull says easily, and slips out of the room. He squeezes Dorian's shoulder on the way. Gives a nod to Cullen.
Inquisitor, I appreciate your resolve, but if there's a chance you will show any physical weakness in front of the Exalted Council --
For just a moment, Lavellan's arm twitches -- like she wants to hold up her other hand to stop Josephine's words. A shadow falls across her face, quickly replaced by grim determination. You have my word, Ambassador. That shall not happen.
Cullen, watching this, can tell: Lavellan has a plan.
He doesn't need to be present at the Council. Word will escape quickly anyhow. Before he returns to Alistair, Cullen figures it would be well to have a word with Varric.
If there are any plans, he says to a point somewhere over Varric's shoulder, to -- bring the Inquisition to heel by force, especially the inner circle --
We'll get you out, Curly. The name isn't serious. Varric's tone is. And anyone else they want to shove the lyrium on. Our Nightingale's got demands on her attention. I've got my ear to the ground. He can see Varric grimace. If there's any way we can get this story a happy ending, I'm on it.
Not long after, Cullen appears on the balcony. He troubles to make noise, at the least, and -- because he can, because he has the chance -- rests a hand on Alistair's hip, meaning to pull Alistair back into his arms.
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As he covers one of Cullen's hands with his own, he asks, quietly, "Any news?"
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He tightens his hold, briefly. "The Mark's gone. Along with the rest of her left forearm. Dorian kept her alive until they returned, Vivienne's doing the rest. The Exalted Council, not being privy to those details, have demanded the talks resume. They're getting Lavellan together, and then..."
He shrugs. "We'll see. I think she has something in mind, though I've no idea what."
Cullen is genuinely unsure how to approach trying to explain the part about Solas. Doing the easy part first... seems wise.
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"She's alive, though," he murmurs, as if to remind himself. "...I'm sure Sera's not too pleased about putting her in front of the Council so soon."
There might be arrows in a few choice hats if they're not careful.
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Cullen turns his head long enough to kiss Alistair's cheek before resettling.
"There's more." And that's a little awkward. "I don't have a lot of the details -- not yet. All I have is what Dorian was able to tell me, and he got that from Lavellan while he was trying to keep her alive. Remember the bit about the elven gods being magisters? And how one of them is Fen'Harel, the trickster, who sealed the rest away?"
One more moment. One more. Because Cullen doesn't figure Alistair is going to react well to the part where Solas put up the Veil and is probably going to attempt to tear it back down.
"That's Solas."
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"Wait, what?"
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"Solas is the entity who became known as Fen'Harel. He lived in ancient Arlathan, and led a rebellion against the rest of what the Dalish believe to be the pantheon. This resulted in the creation of the Veil. It's no wonder he took an interest in the Inquisition, given the rifts."
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"That," he manages at last, rather weakly, "explains much more than I expected."
A beat.
"Except for how he's not wrinkly." A slightly shorter beat. "No, wait. Elf god. Gods don't get wrinkly. I guess. They just go bald. What?"
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"You weren't joking about there being news. Maker's breath, Cullen."
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"There's more."
That's softer. Almost apologetic.
"Solas... was the one who took off Lavellan's hand. Not out of malice. To stop it from killing her. But apparently he intends to restore the Arlathan of old. At the cost of... everything else."
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Alistair's gone still. There's something about Cullen's tone that itches at the back of his neck; makes his stomach drop an inch lower.
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Cullen's words are careful.
"It will take him some time. That's what I gather. And that's why his agents got in the way of the Qunari -- something about how he'd rather the world live freely until it's destroyed."
Pause.
"He had -- has, perhaps -- several agents in the Inquisition. They're the ones who found the Qunari agents, and led us to discover the dead one."
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"Well."
Quiet. Steady, albeit with effort.
"What's one more apocalypse on top of the two we've already survived?"
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"Ancient elves are far easier to kill than dragons." Softly. "If the Arbor Wilds taught us anything, it's that. And Solas did not anticipate Corypheus. Or darkspawn. We have a good chance of averting this well before it turns into an apocalypse."
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"Good thing we've had all that practice." Dryly.
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"I don't think... this isn't something that can be won with an army. It may not change our plans, in the short term." Beat. "Not least because apparently the Inquisition's covered in enemy agents."
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"I'll assume the honeymoon is still on until I hear otherwise, then," he says, not much louder, and kisses the side of Cullen's neck.
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He closes his eyes.
Whispered directly into Cullen's ear: "Should we still prepare to run, if we need to?"
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